sensitive@insensitive

slm...

i wonder why i keep posting the love thingy?it's not my thing,seriously.....

but here i am again...with A.N.O.T.H.E.R. post about love..

seriously, i do wonder....what did the men look in a women that they love?being insensitive, sensitive, or super duper sensitive?

well, i'm sorry...i didn't find the right answer yet...since i haven't asked my male friend about it..

me,as a young woman...i do find that men nowadays are lack of sensitivity...

so, what kind of man that i prefer, then?

well, i do find that their insensitivity attracted me...

why?because i do have a father...who didn't know how to express his feelings towards us...towards me and my mum...and yet, when we came home late..he'll keep calling us through cellphones..

and if i recall, when i was doing my diploma...i used to hang out with my ex-boyfie at KL...and went back to the hostel late in the evening...since my college is far away from the city, we have to take rented cars(a.k.a. prebet sapu) which i didn't trust the driver much..so, my father called me...he asked me, 'where are you?' i said 'i'm at komuter station'..then he asked again 'why aren't you at hostel at this hour?' i replied, 'i am all alone...and the pakcik here looks like samseng@perogol bersiri...i don't want to risk myself by riding in their car..' so he just said... 'wait there...i'll call you back....' then, 10 minutes later, he called me back.....he said ' u just wait there until my friend come and fetch you..he's driving in white saga'....

after i reached hostel....u all should've guess what happened to me at that time...he called me back and scolded me because i went back late...and blah....blah....blah..... at that time, i can't think straight and how i wish my father was like someone else's father...who didn't care at what time their daughter went back to hostel....

but however...as i grew older....i started to think...and i am grateful to have him as my father...otherwise, i didn't know what will happen to me...so, i am proud to say that i love you so much dad!even though you look like u didn't care about us....even though sometimes you never express your love towards us by words...even though you're insensitive about certain thingy.....i do still love you....oh..and mum too... :)

i do hope that i'll find the man that i loved just like my dad....lack of sensitivity.....but his heart is filled with love... :) just like my mum said...find someone just like your dad.....and you'll be happy...

p/s: it doesn't sound like love entry....and...sensitivity.......much more like father's day appreciation entry..hehehe :P

Me oN MeN...

hermm...

aku bkn nk ckp psl 'aku d ats llaki'(bunyinye cm gatal plak kn..duk ats llaki...hehehe)
tp sbenanye aku nk citer psl ade sorg mamat ni..aku knl kt tagged...
n silap aku 1mende jerk...bg no fon kt dye..
so, b'mule lh ari aku d gnggu oleh c mamat nih..


2 xpelh lg...stkt msg2 jerk...
pastu dye suh anta gmbr...yg seksi2 sket kt dye..
so,dlm pkrn aku 'ape kehalnye mamat nih?bru knl, trus mtak gmbr?'
pd hal bru jerk knal...lg plak, klu mtak yg biase2 tu xpelh gak...ni mtak gmbr seksi2 plak 2..
gatal sgguh...so, aku ckp lh kt dye aku xder hp kamera..(pd hal duk mnangkap gmbr bagai nk rak tiap2 ari ngn fon sony ericsson aku..huhuhu..)g pn, kt profile aku da ade gmbr aku..so, what's d good reason for having my picture inside his phone?he's not even my bf,dowh!..


pastu, aku ckp kt dye aku dh ade pakwe..(K.O.N.O.N. nye lh kn) n dye try gk tpon aku 2,3 kali..aku x angkt...mls nk lyn llaki gatal ni...
then, lm gk lh ktorg xmsg pastu...
suddenly dye muncul blik 2,3 ari lpas n once again,he asked for my picture!


so, aku kate r kt dye wtpe nk gmbr aku?dye ckp, nk tgk jer...ntuk tatapan s'diri..
pastu aku bls r lik...tgk kt tagged je lh..rupenye xphm bhs mlayu mamat nih...
da gram sgt duk mtak gmbr, so aku pn ckp kt dye, 1000 kali pn dye mtak gmbr aku, aku xkn bg nye...gler ape nk bg kt org gtu...
silap2 dye wt ape2 yg x snonoh ngn gmbr aku 2,xpsl jerk...


then, dye mtak maaf n kate da t'pikat ngn aku...what the hell???
aku pn ckp,stkt nk kwn je xpe..xleh lbh2..nti 'cik abe' aku mrh..
pastu, dye suh aku tggalkn 'cik abe' aku, n jdik gf dye..
H.E.L.L.O.ooooooooo..what so special 'bout u huh?
xkan lh aku bodo ngat nk serahkn hati n prasaan aku kt org yg aku xknl..
sbb aku da pnah kna mse aku wt diploma dlu...n smpat r b'cnte ngn ex bf aku dkt 2 thn..
but, in d end, dye tggal aku sbb ade pmpuan len..

'I've learnt from my mistake, guys..sorry but I don't believe in cyber love anymore...'

so, kali ni, aku akn pastikn aku plih btul2 my 'Mr. Right' n make sure yg both of my parents knl dye n his family.sbb restu mak n ayh 2 pnting..

"x slh klu wt slh n b'usaha ntuk betulkn kslhn..tp yg slhnye ble kte wt slh yg sm b'ulang2 kali.."