sensitive@insensitive

slm...

i wonder why i keep posting the love thingy?it's not my thing,seriously.....

but here i am again...with A.N.O.T.H.E.R. post about love..

seriously, i do wonder....what did the men look in a women that they love?being insensitive, sensitive, or super duper sensitive?

well, i'm sorry...i didn't find the right answer yet...since i haven't asked my male friend about it..

me,as a young woman...i do find that men nowadays are lack of sensitivity...

so, what kind of man that i prefer, then?

well, i do find that their insensitivity attracted me...

why?because i do have a father...who didn't know how to express his feelings towards us...towards me and my mum...and yet, when we came home late..he'll keep calling us through cellphones..

and if i recall, when i was doing my diploma...i used to hang out with my ex-boyfie at KL...and went back to the hostel late in the evening...since my college is far away from the city, we have to take rented cars(a.k.a. prebet sapu) which i didn't trust the driver much..so, my father called me...he asked me, 'where are you?' i said 'i'm at komuter station'..then he asked again 'why aren't you at hostel at this hour?' i replied, 'i am all alone...and the pakcik here looks like samseng@perogol bersiri...i don't want to risk myself by riding in their car..' so he just said... 'wait there...i'll call you back....' then, 10 minutes later, he called me back.....he said ' u just wait there until my friend come and fetch you..he's driving in white saga'....

after i reached hostel....u all should've guess what happened to me at that time...he called me back and scolded me because i went back late...and blah....blah....blah..... at that time, i can't think straight and how i wish my father was like someone else's father...who didn't care at what time their daughter went back to hostel....

but however...as i grew older....i started to think...and i am grateful to have him as my father...otherwise, i didn't know what will happen to me...so, i am proud to say that i love you so much dad!even though you look like u didn't care about us....even though sometimes you never express your love towards us by words...even though you're insensitive about certain thingy.....i do still love you....oh..and mum too... :)

i do hope that i'll find the man that i loved just like my dad....lack of sensitivity.....but his heart is filled with love... :) just like my mum said...find someone just like your dad.....and you'll be happy...

p/s: it doesn't sound like love entry....and...sensitivity.......much more like father's day appreciation entry..hehehe :P